I is 暗爽, but I is know I cannot handle these.

...Romance and all its strategy leaves me battling with my pride. But through the insecurity, some tenderness survives. I'm just another writer, still trapped within my truth. A hesitant prize fighter, still trapped within my youth. At times I'd like to break you, and drive you to your knees. At times I'd like to break through, and hold you endlessly...