Sudden revelation that my stint in NUS has been a complete flop; everything's fake. What bond? What joy?

Detached.


but is very touched by oldeeees who care and attempt to just make me feel better at random times like this. but i just don't know what is wrong. but i swear i'm so touched i could cry.


"not to wry, jus tide over it. u hav to feel like these sometimes, ask urself some damn emo n rhetorical qns about life n yadda yadda.. i think i do too sometimes, feelin lousy.. lonely.. all those shitty loserish feelings la. but it's up to ur beliefs tt determine if they're true, whether u'll allow urself to b 'defeated' by these shit or capitalize on e positive points in ur life, cuz, surely there r things u feel life is worth living for. n hold those close to ur heArt. stay strong..." (donks, 2008)