thank you lovelies for being caring enough to read and trying to decipher what i have written all the time (no i believe you are doing it not because you have nothing else to do!) even though sometimes i write things that other people have complained about being incomprehensible or nonsensical. trying to make sense of nonsense simply because you believe i was trying to say something just like now. i know not everybody have the same patience and love the few of you have for me and everytime i feel very lucky thinking about it i wonder why you guys are so nice i don't think i'm a very deserving friend but i will try harder :)